friends

kB told me that i should learn to put myself before my friends. and that is to mean that i should reserve some time for myself instead of always busying myself with my peers. anyways, i'm not all great and big-hearted to always put my friends before me, i just try to be available for them.

i'm always worried that the friendship i share with my friends will dull with time. i know i'm being insecure but that feeling nibbling on me is ridiculously frustrating. hence i'm always trying to be at gatherings or come up with one. i'm just sad that the friendship created with one another in one chapter of my life would become distant after the next one starts and when each of us moved on with our own lives. it just won't be the same as before. it feels like i'd lost something to time. well, i guess life's like that, we have to move on. every other person have their own lives and as friends, we are just a part of a very big puzzle.

while i try to catch up on the others' lives, i must ensure that i do not lose mine in this jumble of personalities. as to how to achieve this, i must go do some reflection.

whatever it is, i'm fortunate to have cross path with many fantastic people in my life. and even if we seldom get to meet, i'd think back and reminisce on the good times we had shared together. and remember that we are still friends.

to the many beautiful people who had come into my life: thank you. =)

and i hope all these blabbings make sense. this is too taxing on my almost non-existant brain. going to sleep now. nights.



The greatest good you can do for another is not just share your riches, but reveal to them their own – Disraeli